Connection...

I was walking to work this morning listening to Hamza Namira (my favorite in this moment) and I began daydreaming (as usual :-p ). I pictured myself planning just few centimeters above the sidewalk, a fine thread was coming out of my heart floating as I move quickly, I saw another thread and another and another...I was moving forward pulling an infinity of threads behind me in the air. Each thread is a connection to a dear person with whom I shared a warm connection. I was delighted and extremely blessed to know those threads existed and I was frustrated that some other threads were broken.

There is a floating thread everytime I think of someone and I feel love, care, respect, sympathy or warmth and I know deep inside that this person if he thinks of me he will feel the same. There is no need to be with this person all the time, just a contact every now and then can save the thread from breaking because you two know what you mean for each other and you don't need to prove it. I just love when I don’t have to prove my love and concern for someone I do care about it gives me serenity and a happy smile.

But unfortunately, sometimes, some threads break, not because you don't care for the person anymore, but because the other demands that you prove your love. So the shining golden thread that was enlightening your heart breaks and the deep connection that you use to have doesn't exist anymore. So instead of floating in the air, the tread trail behind you on the floor.

I wanted to paint these emothions but I couldn't (can't draw a cat :-p ), so I wrote them and I feel better now.