Harsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but it's ok :)
"you're not logical, you're not coherent, I don't know what you're talking about..."
It's relieving to know that these words were said by the man who actually wanted to marry me...hehehehe...I can't help laughing!! it's hilarious, really hilarious!! but anyway, I feel relieved to know that I made the right decision, and inchaallah I'll meet -soon I hope- someone who really gets me and understands me. and I wish for you the best all the way.

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hahahahahaha....

New day, Great day =]

It's the first time that I assist a conference in a sunday morning, and it was really worth it!!
Being there made me feel happy :D I couldn't help smiling while the khatib was giving his speech. The first conference was about "Ossoul alfiqh", the khatib was good, but the second conference was better. Not only the khatib was great but the subject was really fascinating for me. The conference lasted 2 hours, and I couldn't disconnect 1 second, yeeey!! Recently, I've been very passionate about history in general and the islamic history in particular, because I think it's very important and crucial to know our history, it helps you know who you are and what you should be, it inspires you. Anyway, in the second conference, the khatib walked us through the history of the sunnah, century by century enumerating all the facts that made the sunnah of the prophet, may peace be upon him, a true science, with all the precision and laws that makes a science what it is. We stopped at the 7th century (hijri) and I'm looking forword to what comes next. it's only the beginning, I'm planning to go next week inchaallah, because I can't get enough of it. The true words of Allah, the smilling faces, the serenity of the place...It's another world...A wonderful world...

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Is it really worth it?

I don't think so!! I guess in this stage of my life, I need to focus. The way I live my life now is the basis of my future life. I have a path to choose. The path that will lead me to Jannah inchaallah. I can't miss this up. I need to clear my head, and classify my priorities. I'm 23 now, I'm no longer a kid, and I should be really aware of that. So, is it worth it to waste my time in what Allah forbid me to do? is it worth it to waste my time sleeping ? is it worth it to hang-out with people whom don't bring me anything but futilities?
I want to overcome that fear of death that I have deep in my heart. I want to reach serenity. I want Allah to love me. I want the prophet to think of me as a good member of his Ummah. I don't want to disappoint him anymore. I want the rest of my life to be without regret. I hope Allah will accept me. I hope, I hope...

C U another day- in the best of iman inchaalah :)

kanashimi...

Lowest state of mind!!!
I feel hopeless right now...
I keep on cheering myself up but it's not working...
I just hope that tomorrow will be a total new happier day!!

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Affaire classée...

Enfin, j'ai eu le courage de lui répondre sincèrement. Enfin, j'ai pu lui dire que je n'étais pas la bonne personne pour lui.
Tu es quelqu'un de bien, mais c'est moi qui ne te mérite pas...and who knows? waybe a wonderful wife is waiting for you out there...maybe your new life will be happier without me :)

الحمدلله، حمل و انزاح
إن شاء الله، تنتظرنا أيام رائعة

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katherine poll

Today, i received an email on my gmail account from someone who claimed to be : katherine poll.
She asked to place a link to their Screen Capture Software anywhere on my blog, or to create new post with a short description for their product.
When I read it, I was like, what is she talking about? if she want me to promote her product, she should at least tell me who is she and what company she work for?
So I googled her and look what I got. She's a scammer!! here, check it out.
The link she wanted me to place on my blog contains a serious virus. I was lucky this time :) I could've cause a serious damage, if I trusted her.
So that's it!! and Remember, don't you ever, ever, trust strangers :)

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Sorry, I'm not your soul mate...

Sorry...

...يا رب

اللهم إني لما أنزلت إلي من خير فقير، اللهم إني فوضت لك أمري إنك بصير بالعباد

Time for change!!!

Oh yes!! there has to be some serious change in my habits and way of life! I can't bear myself anymore...I'm the one who I am "today", I'm who I decide to be "today", !I'm a newer version of Me. I'm no longer this awful person, I didn't like this person, I even hated this person...
I just need some du3aa, a lot of it...to change!!Wish me tawfiq!!

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Lost...Again!!!

Enough is enough, This has to stop!!!
inchaallah, it will Stop! inchaallah...

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