I don't think so!! I guess in this stage of my life, I need to focus. The way I live my life now is the basis of my future life. I have a path to choose. The path that will lead me to Jannah inchaallah. I can't miss this up. I need to clear my head, and classify my priorities. I'm 23 now, I'm no longer a kid, and I should be really aware of that. So, is it worth it to waste my time in what Allah forbid me to do? is it worth it to waste my time sleeping ? is it worth it to hang-out with people whom don't bring me anything but futilities?
I want to overcome that fear of death that I have deep in my heart. I want to reach serenity. I want Allah to love me. I want the prophet to think of me as a good member of his Ummah. I don't want to disappoint him anymore. I want the rest of my life to be without regret. I hope Allah will accept me. I hope, I hope...
C U another day- in the best of iman inchaalah :)
I want to overcome that fear of death that I have deep in my heart. I want to reach serenity. I want Allah to love me. I want the prophet to think of me as a good member of his Ummah. I don't want to disappoint him anymore. I want the rest of my life to be without regret. I hope Allah will accept me. I hope, I hope...
C U another day- in the best of iman inchaalah :)
